belong to me

I know you will never belong to me

My persons who disliked the third in the past

Never expect but now such as oneself become the hateful people most

While staying with you

You sound with telephone

I stay nearby but can't speak

Listen to you finishing me with her but will pretend to smile for you to see

Who can realize the flavour of that kind of regret

But how am I

Helpless .....

Every minute when I treasured and stayed with you very much

Whom you send me downstairs how is I willing to to get off each time

Embrace and only think with you that staying, that was better at that time while staying

But just there are several hours together each time

I know the family and waiting for you alone

I will not make you awkward either

Do not want to give you once pressure either

I have thought of using and escaping solving

But I know I can it turns into to be kind no like that

If permitted .... I hope not to know you

They told me to ask me not to fall in love with you from that day to know you

Have no advantage to me I know too

Answer ' rest assured I can fall in love with he ' that I say yes and mean no

But .....

Have already begun how to come to finish now

Want it will not injure the other side how to become

As you say that only we two well Anything has been left alone No matter what will happen

I will not do it in that way I do not want to injure her

I feel so guilty with you each time

Think that is very unfair to her

It is not so kind to me to ask you

I'm afraid one day you and I will not be used to it

I'm afraid I will produce relying on to you

I'm afraid I will have no hair to free oneself

Heart reminds oneself to regard an ordinary friend to be the same once seeing you tomorrow

But does not think so when seeing

So irritated Good contradiction So sad ....

How on earth do I do it